but i dont feel much.

thank goodness its over tho -_- but i'll miss the hours spent in that classroom of ours, fighting urges to play HOGs, the roadtrip to lunches to run away from the summit food, the jokes, oh the jokes. heeehee.

NOW WE MUST PLAY.

cheers,
mie

hah... is about burning out nao. =( dun like to be stressed.

cheers,
mie

sianzzzz. note to self: forget it lah, not like it'll make a difference wad. and you dont really want to have that discussion all over again. This one, you can't count on so don't be stupid. imsure pple know what they're doing and you're in no position to say anything. just mug woman.

urgh mugging is damn sian!!!! but still better than mugging for CLT so i wont complain. in school without food is damn sad.





this is a good song =) thx perry.

cheers,
mie

There are 2 types of people i like to be with when im emo.

1. the sort that can provide you with good advice, the ones that wake you from your senses, give long hard to hard talks, share your woes, wipe your tears(THESE ARE RARE) and i'll feel better
2. the sort that you don't have to tell anything to, don't ask questions. just tok kok sing song, laugh at things and generally i'll feel better.

of course, both with its merits. Stereotypically, girls fall into category 1, boys fall in category . (boyfriend doesnt count. hes supp to be ur best friend so he can do both HAHAHA XD) hmm. but well. im definitely a no. 1 sort of person. but that leaves me helpless when you know, someone isnt going to share with you anything. You don't want to know either, but u cant do anything else so.... that makes u helpless. that does not make me feel good.

people with spontaneous retard moments should be really appreciated. its a precious skill, that i find i may never learn, but i'll appreciate those who can do this, maybe for themselves, maybe for me. =) yeap, appreciate them alot more from now.

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone
mmm. U2 is getting better for me.

ALSO, IN NEW NEWS. bing told me he installed windows 7 on his macbook. and that he can run both mac OS and windows at the same time. HOW?, you ask. WINDOWS 7 RUNS IN A WINDOW on a MAC. HOW FREAKING GENIUS IS THAT
HOW. FREAKING. AWESOME. IS THAT.

that is a genius concept. best of both worlds perhaps? INCOMPATIBILITY? PUI!

HAHAHAHA. im so happy prop is FRIGGIN OVER. and that i can move on. nao. to my last paper. I think its good that i hate exams so much cos that means when its over, im all the more PSYCHED.

hoo!! GOGO PEEPURZ.

LOVE,
mie

is officially, fucking ridiculous. NOTHING QUITE AS RIDICULOUS as it. FREAK.

and, u know how pple who are closest to u, tend to make u angrier, esp when ur already in a bad mood cos of seeEllTee. haish. at least i din let it rip on innocent pple. so. -.- well. i suppose. to be familiar with someone means u can let it rip (tho u try not to of course) but when ur semi-familiar only, theres always an impediment to being actually mad, cos u have no right.

okay what am i talking about.

SHEESH.

cheers,
mie

well.. =/ i feel bad that im so bothersome. =( IM SORRY WORLD.

I've forgotten how good Embrace is. mmm goostuff.

Out of place, like a gem on a coalface
Lost on the right way, it's all the same
'Cause I've had my hopes raised, riding the wrong waves
Scared when you feel safe to start again

issit right to be this uncertain and worried sick. and jumpy, that any minute something will mess up. whythehellsoinsecure? and no its not me im insecure about. At least i would be able to do something about that. I don't trust fate or life, i believe in murphy's law.. -_- SHEESH. why do i need, yet not want. troublingtroubling. im such a damn escapist.

do ur werk mie.

Baby, It's been a long time waiting
Such a long, long time
And I can't stop smiling
No I can't stop now
And do you hear my heart beating
And can you hear that sound
Cause I can't help crying
And I won't look down

cheers,
mie

this appeared on my facebook feed, its a video of a lawyer getting owned for disrespecting the judge on this TV show called The People's Court. Wiki says: "The People's Court is an American television court show in which small claims court cases are heard, though what is shown is actually a binding arbitration. The People's Court (1981) was the first reality court show that did not use actors. "

so. this is actually sorta a real judge, and the proceedings are similar. Anyway i was watching this video and thinking HOHO THIS LAWYER SO HAS IT IN FOR HIMSELF. totally screwing himself over. and all of my 1 yr + of law school has taught me that this is not the way to buy over a case, u cant convince by being a prat. THEN. i went to youtube page to get the embedding link see, and i see in the comments (presumably by americans), alot of people dissing the judge??? some examples:

3rd. Yep, she should have let him be a prick, be more professional and absorb it while she decides on a correct verdict. That was waay too selfish of her because her ego got in the way of serving any kind of intelligent justice to him, his opponent, or the wider public.

The president knows more about the workings of politics, doesnt mean Bush isnt a jackass, or that we shouldnt disagree with him. If Milian's years of experience has taught her that this is acceptable behavior then she has let her years of power go to her head and prove the power corrupts theory.

And if a kid talked like that to me I wouldnt react with a hissy fit, no. Because they would fear me, not respect for me, just like we are fast losing respect for judges, politicians, etc.

HAHA. i mean. these pple have proper opinions and can express themselves so i can assume they are intelligent beings. BUT WELL. my, it never occurred to me that the judge did anything wrong. I mean, its her JOB to be the boss in the court rite, and she can't have lawyers all running amok in court. Otherwise what, shes going to make judgment and some lawyer is going to say "THATS YOUR OPINION". well. shes the judge man, and i'd say that lawyer had to suck it man. (ian, i dont care that she doesnt have one).

anyway, i still think a certain amount of respect in the court is necessary, and the judge has every right to scold the shid out of you, if ur being an ass. (its not even uncommon for judges in spore to pick on attire, seriously). and if you cant stick to the rules, and do ur job with a respectful manner, then how much good are u doing to your client's case seriously. WHO CARES abt whether the judge is throwing a hissy fit, IF YOU MADE HER THROW THAT HISSY FIT, haha ur so screwed man.

moral of the story, as cartman might say, RESPECT HER AUTHORATHA!

cheers,
mie

is there a more miserable subject =((( I AM SO DAMN BORED.. CAN THE HOLS COME NAO PLEASE.

also, the question is, are you happy?

HOW THE HECK DOES ANYONE ANSWER THAT QUESTION. HOW DO YOU KNOW. HOWWWWWW. and im not talking abt telling yourself you're happy, and you can choose to be happy then you are, or WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU LEMONS MAKE LEMONADES then you're happy.

nah. how do u know for sure?

thing is, you dont. aint that quite the cheerful thought of the day. XD yanmin im fine, its just u know. I WONDER.

cheers,
mie

a greedy, but lazy person, is very miserable.

LIKE MEEEE. (i want, shepherd's pie, BLT, tuna toast, ham and cheese and tomato sauce toast, mushroom soup, chicken cube mian xian, LUNCHEON MEAT EGG MAGGI MEE) =.= too lazy. to. cook. and. wash. at. 5 in the morning!

evidently i only blog when bored. -_____- (or greedy)

cheers,
mie

but there is a slide show,
and its so slow,
flashing through your mind

Today is the day, but only for the first time -travis

i think theres a fine fine line between loving someone and being in love with someone... asking myself questions all the time makes me miserable, but its sort of a mental discipline. making sure i dont make stupid mistakes and watch what i do, give time for open thoughts to form and not be biased of swayed by every momentary emotion.

MEANWHILE, MUGGG. coffee is on freeflow (i bring alot to school nowadays) it is like. LIFE POTIONNN. i fill the mug with the instant coffee powder, then add hot water, cap my thermos mug, and bring it up back to my classroom. wait awhile, then open it.. and the warm musky scent of coffee incites pure lust and i burn my tongue trying to sip on it as fast as i can. ahh. lifeblood.

okok yes brain dying wtf, writing about drinking coffeeeee??!?!?#@?$ also, DAMN YOU CERTAIN SHIDDY AS HELL PROF. I HATE YOUR GUTS. STUPID PROCRASTINATING ASS.

okie MUG

cheers,
mie